No more being afraid

Minds are like parachutes. They only work when open.

I have realized that my mind should be open to all I think and I need to actually act on things. And to belive truly that I can fly. I can succeed. I can do all that I want. So its time to do them.

Then I was about to write the following

In no particular order just in life

Lose weight
Date someone. Figure out what that is

Be fearless give myself a plan b but focus on what I want.

There will be an answer
Anthing is possible. I can do whatever I want.

No more not following the good advice.

There will be an answer. Let it be

Live in the moment.

Enjoy life. That's what I want. Have a story to tell and to tell it. Share it with the world. Not be afraid to show my true self. Doubts fears and all.

This will get saved for the memoir cause this has a lot of the big things I don't talk about but I am going to work on those starting in la. Its all going to start. La is where I am fearless. They have good therapy there I think I work on my soul in la. I need feedback. Outside no judgement feedback.
I think I just figured it out. But I will be awsome in la. Out out good get good. I put out good. Ok turning this off to do what I want. Live.


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Vivianne's new spot

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Welcome to New Mexico!

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On a gas pump in amarillo.

Quite possibly the most ridiculous thing I have seen at a gas station.
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Road trips, daily inventory

Day 1

Best part. Seeing the diorama empty. And handing the dvr box over

Worst part. Seeing my moms face as I drove away. I hope she will be ok without her birds.

Today I learned there are some things I will deeply miss about Dallas but I am not sad about leaving. I am getting actually excited!

Dallas to clarmore.
328 miles.

Road trip playlist started. 1. My medicine - snoop
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From kiowa ok. 160 miles into adventure
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Leaving Texas for a while.
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Best part. The other bolyn girl. It was the only part of the day I checked out from everything except what was on the screen.

Worst part. Might have to find an alternate co pilot

Let's hope it gets worked out tomorrow best for all.

I learned that while we are all packed up here on the ledge, now the climbing part starts. And climbing is hard. But good at the same time. Must keep climbing. One floor at a time. Next floor la.

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Shawns new summer drink

Oj
Cranberry
Sprite
And vodka

Light and refreshing
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Best part. getting a green light for plan a

Worst part. Can't really think of anything bad. It was a pretty good day.

Today I learned that its go time.
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Best part. Starting to purge

Worst part. Another day of limbo

I learned that I keep things past their expiration. Especially phone numbers.
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Best part. Starting to pack

Worst part. Not knowing what plan will be successful

What I learned. I think we have all had total mental breakdowns.
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Best part.
Worst part.
What I learned today.

I got nothing.
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Best part. Finding Alice podcast

Worst part. Not having warning for the phone call

What I learned. Remember la is two hours ahead
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5.26. 08  live from claremore

Worst part no new tee shirt. No one would help us

best part summer camp style ending

learned what that nasty sound after lighting strike... Its striking a transformer 

found on the old phone

Sitting by a little lake

under w wheeping willow

vivi is chasing birds ducks and squirels

hope she dosent jump in

oh she did

home far a bath

6.2.08

Best part. I think there is about to be a good old Texas thunderstorm

Worst part. Right before the slap out of the pity party from miles.

What I learned. That I am definitely more of an actor director than a writer. I do a lot better with someone else words. I sometimes have a hard time coming up with words.
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So the french trappers named the grand teton mountains after french slang for boobs.

We Americas apparently now refer to them as "the cathedral peaks"

Really. Really.

Courtesy of "seven wonders : us natural wonders" on travel channel
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vivianne is very sleepy.jpg

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Best Part : finding a pink berry substitute

Worst Part : having to find a pink berry substitute

What I Learned : I do feel better if the dioarama is picked up.
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Test

test test 2
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test test 1 2 3

From the new blackberry
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